Disclaimer

This part of my website is just an attempt to express my "dark" thougths, i'm not an emo or something like that, it's just that i want to save this kind of thoughts i have and use them to make a really cool shitty story or something like that i don't know.

Lonelyness

I'm alone

I'm alone at my home while i'm writing this, the only thing i hear is the beating of my heart, in my room, there is nothing more than me, in front of a computer. But hey, it's not that bad, i have a lot of time to... think... did you ever felt like this? it's weird, it's a mix of sadness and tranquillity.

When was the last time someone gave you a hug?

with this question i refer to a real hug, an explosion of emotions like an spontaneous sign of pure affect, i didn't received one of those since a long time ago, is that sad? honestly, i don't know, because i don't really know if it is necessary to receive a hug for a demostration of affect, i'm not a little sad guy, i don't have depression or something like that, but sometimes i feel really lonely, it may be a sign that i don't like to be alone, but i do like to be alone... well... that's what i like to think at least.